Now I never expect love from you, because I know, I have my own lovely world where people love me, I never expect you listen to me, because I realized have bunch of dedicated listeners who listen to all my crap and still love me the way I am, I never expect you see me every day, because I noticed that I have all those appreciating eyes who admire me because they know am a beautiful person inside how so ever you always being blind to it. I never expect to be your friend though I called you every day in place of calling the most important people in my life or approach you every single moment I feel you might talk to me in place of giving time to those who actually being all time good friends...because I understood you never care and you could never...I never expect that you understand my situation my issues, because for you I never really exist neither as a friend nor as an individual...
Today am happy in my own way because though I don't have expectations still I love you the way you are...I don't complain and am happy that you are aware about it that I don't like you but I love you.
And that love is because you are imperfect, its because you do mistakes and never accepts, its because you don't even realize that when you act in the most matured way you are actually behaving in the most kiddish manner, it is there because you started throwing tantrums then too you expect that one have to be there to take it on, its because you show all attitude and that is where you look most innocent, it is there because when you start behaving like a friend or admirer you actually playing logical and its never emotional....
Its because you know I love you and still you try to find out reasons that this love of mine is not for you but is meant for someone else.. wake up!!!
This note is just to tell you that it is for YOU...yes its YOU...finally now you now might understand why am in love with you.
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